The Stationary Fantasy

FIRST day of college and all, couldnt help wincing through the whole damn retarded induction...but I live to tell the tale so I guess its way worse in my head.

Was MOST embarassed when-


1) Someone pointedly made sure that I was aware of their dis-interest in me. Even though Im not interested despite good looks and the whole 'sensitive guy' bullshit on.

2) The damn stationery store dissappeared-making it look like it was some kind of sick ploy to spend time together.


It would all be good if I was interested but im not so the confidence in the soul makes me very angry. EVEN though I know they dont take it seriously HMMMPH!
ITS LIKE APPARENTLY LIKING SOMEONE YOU DONT LIKE-ITS HORRIBLE....especially when object of affection sees NO reason for someone to not like them!