HUMPY TITTY BOYS

You know when you question the past and talk about the present and not so bygone past.
AND you talk about it a lot.
It's BEAUTIFUL in your head.
You notice all ya wanna.........you're READY for certain things.
EXPECTING sometimes....and then you realise u're the only one.
That nothing was ever 'beautiful'.
That you want to believe you're better than that but YODA (aka jobless german man) was right all along-deep inside we're all the same.
I feel annoyed and irritated. Humiliated even.
AND then u're EXPECTED to feel happy and flattered that atleast u're cooler to hang out with than most of your friends. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT.
Then all assholic personalities act like the perfect man in front of your friends.
Like they are worth it.
The same damn identity crisis comes up.
I hate the feeling of trying to proove or SHOW where im coming from is different.
NO ONE should be made to feel like that.
THATS WHY I LIKE JOBLESS GERMAN MEN MORE.
because the next of kin is HORNY TRASH....MENTALLY....and then not even.
I guess they make me feel like that because of WHATS INSIDE OF ME.
hehehehehe.......same old bullshit.