PETRIFIED

The whole world collectively suffers from low self esteem...everyone I speak to doesnt realise how awesome they are. Then I go and tell them the exact same thing. Like two non fat people who keep telling the other that they are not fat because both think they are bigger than the other.
Really cool people living life believing that they are the 'geek' when in fact I know for a fact that for some people they are a 'hero'
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I am the last one left now ..... our collective dreams have come true for my close clique, all but me and one more person. I love that person BUT for once I feel superior. I cannot believe that this feeling that I have been warding off for years-the fear that drives me...the fear of failure, public humiliation and finishing last-its happening!
Whats the point???
Just like a wiseass says "no scope"
ooops-now we sound like EVERYONE.