Thursday, November 16, 2006

REXPRESSION

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I move on when I feel like the other has moved on.
I dont glorify the glorious because I feel like a miniscule part of a BIG thing.
I dont WANT to talk when I am not being spoken to.
I dont MISS someone when I feel like I'm not being missed.
BUT when they have the same memories as you and are recalled just as fondly and maybe even more often....IT ALL FALLS DOWN!
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It is seriously TRAGIC to GET a manipulative asshole!

LIKE sean once said-in 10 years time I hope u're on top of the world-not under it.
WELL SEAN-I HOPE SO TOOO.

ps-vanda-legendary 1derboy is stalkerishly checking out my &*% profile!

Saturday, November 11, 2006

motherly fantasies

Im homesick.
Who thought a bunch of gujju boys who can make 'pau bhaji' like an MDH advertisement would make me think of mommy??
EVEN better who thought that hot (according to everyone else) italian boy would make me wish for mommy when at night he brought a chocolate and coffee to me at my 'work station'....
sigh the ironies of the world-what was once fantasy is now motherly!
I gotta insure my ass like J.Lo....or castrate the boy!
Smellin the greeeeen!
peace out!